i want to perish chewing on their gun butts.

Reckless and random the cars race and roar and hunt us to death like blood hounds. I am alone in a hostile world. The human face is hideous. This is to my liking. I want publicity and violence and to be dashed like a stone on the rocks. I like factory chimneys and cranes and lorries. I like the passing of face and face and face, deformed, indifferent. I am sick of prettiness; I am sick of privacy. I ride rough waters and shall sink with no one to save me.

—Virginia Woolf, The Waves (via awritersruminations)